Let's post a little blog to satisfy the sister, shall we? You know I love you.

So I feel like crap today. Just a little cold trying to beat me into submission. While it is giving it's all and I am feeling every punch, I must maintain. I want to but DON'T want to call in sick tomorrow. If I don't call in, I will get paid for unused sick days for the year in a couple of weeks. I hear Carolina saying "They aren't going to take care of you, you need to call in." She loves me, in that "you're a stubborn dumbass" kind of way. Other than that, work is....work, for now. The attitude and energy of the situation hasn't changed. As I told some of you, one of my coworkers quit this weekend. She said she had enough and couldnt do it anymore. She said she prayed and prayed about it and felt led to just jump out on faith. I can't fault her for that.....just cant follow her lead either. Bills don't stop coming, ya know? So I am just hanging in there until I hear somthing from somwhere or until God hits me with a brick and lets me know where to go.

I have half of my Christmas shopping done so far. This is a record for me. I usually wait till about a week before to get the bulk of my shopping going. Then on Christmas Eve I usually make a dash for last minute items. Not this year my friend.....not again.

Well I am off to down a shot of theraflu and hop in bed...pray for me!!

But, everyone else is doing it....

So I know some of you will think I am crazy, and the crazy ones will think its cool. Carolina and I put up our tree last night. She has almost all of her shopping done already, and I have started mine, all the stores are decorated and Cheryl has all of her trees up. So it seemed not too insane to put mine up. Now this is Carolina and I's first full size, real deal Christmas tree. It was a really cool experience and it really had me looking at our situation. It made me realize that we are building a life together!! It is a very eye opening realization when you realize you are no longer "dating." We have moved into a more mature relationship where selfishness has no place. I dont know, it just really had me thinking last night. Funny what a little thing like a Christmas tree will do. I must say that I am very lucky to be where I am with who I am.

While we put up the tree, I made Carolina watch UNC dismantle Kentucky in basketball. Its good to see basketball season again, despite its forshadowing of the end of football. One of the things I love about it is that when it ends, it will be Spring. And that is one of my favorite times of year in North Carolina. I just got an idea about a new blog......stay tuned!!

Been a While

So I havent blogged in a while. Been a lot going on around here these days!! Don't really know where to begin!! So I will start with the prayers needed.

Carolina's sis-in-law has been diagnosed with Lupus. Now, in America, where health care is not a problem, Lupus would be more an aggrevation than anything. In Honduras, its a life threatening illness. Her sisinlaw is basically fighting for her life right now. She had no insurance (as Carolina's brother is self employed) until today. There is no such thing as a preexisting condition in Honduras, thank God. So they were able to bribe someone to start her insurance today as opposed to starting it next enrollment period. This is a GREAT thing, due to the medical attention she will now be able to get with this insurance. She had been going to the public physicians with no luck or help. They were incorrectly diagnosing her, giving her incorrect medications, etc.... Since she was not getting better, Carolinas brother had the sense to say "enough of this" and he took her to a private physician. This woman was a gift from God himself. She not only immediately diagnosed that she had Lupus, she also could tell that her kidneys were inflamed and that she had an infection in her throat. She agreed to treat her that day for immediate concerns, agreed to treat her further upon getting insured, and even gave them her cell phone number in case od emergency. Now the poor thing had been in awful shape. She was one step from needing dialysis, couldnt walk, couldnt talk, couldnt eat or drink, it was all she could do to take medication. Today, she walked a little bit, ate a little bit, and is feeling less discomfort. We are not quite out of the woods yet, so I ask that you pray for her and keep praying for her.

As for Carolina, she has been very emotional. She is much better now, however she is always the nurse, thinking about what could happen with this or that. Thank God she is like that, because I just sit here and think....."oh, everything will be cool." She has been a little sick, i think do to the stress. Her worry for her Ludwin aside, as for her brother, she is very worried for her niece, Sophia. Carolina, having grown up with a sick mother and eventually losing her to Cancer, does not want Sophia to go through that pain and struggle. So please also pray for Sophia to be strong for her mom and for Carolina to come to peace in this issue also. She has been studying a lot, or at least trying to, and is very emotionaly drained. She only has one clinical and two classes left before her finals!!!! Pray for that also please!!

As for me, I have had my own stress also. I have been worried about, stressed about, trying to give to God, the fact that Avis is doing opptional layoffs. They have already stated that they do not expect to achieve the numbers of cuts that they desire, so a non-opptional layoff will follow at the beginning of December. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! Seeing as how I have decided to go back to school this January, I thought about taking the opptional layoff severence plan, however, I would leave too much money out on the table per say. With commission, holiday pay, sick pay, etc.....I just couldnt do it. Also, I dont want to forfeit my right to unemployment if I do get laid off. So as I search for other jobs, please pray that this situation works out for the best, and that handle it with dignity and awareness that there is a greater plan. Aside from the work issue and trying to be the Oak tree to Carolina's weeping willow, I have been somwhat busy around the house. I Did a fair share of yard work, organized the sunroom and got out a few more little Holiday decorations. The major yard work I did was remove the GIGANTIC holly TREES that were engulfing the front corners of the house. These things were 10 ft tall and 7 feet wide. It was beyond trimming, they were just too big. So I busted out the chainsaw and vroom vroom vroooooom. Down they came. Carolina loved the way they made the house look. I agree that is makes it look bigger and better. It was a ton of hard work though. Now its just a matter of getting those stumps out. No fun. As for the decorations........I WON THE TREE DEBATE!!! Ok, so I gave in a little bit. I agreed to have clear lights. But I get to have all of the random ornaments I can muster!! The tree won't be going up until closer to Christmas though. I have to admit, I have already watched Its A Wonderful Life and White Christmas is next on the shelf. Emmit Otter's Jugband Christmas is not far behind!!!

I am eagerly anticipating the next few weeks of football. We will find out how the Big Ten shakes out and where Ohio State will go bowling. We will find out if Carolina can finish out the year with some Ws and make the transformation by Butch Davis a legit thing with an ACC Championship. To close it all out we will see if the Panthers can keep rolling on through the NFC South and win that Super Bowl that was promised by the owner some 15 years ago. I DO LOVE FOOTBALL!!!!!!!!!! And college basketball is just around the corner to get me through till spring traning!!! ahh.....im a junkie and sports is my drug.

Been Busy...

So things have been a little busy lately in life. I have been looking for a new job, for starters. As you may know I have not been happy with my job for quite some time. Recently they have transitioned my position from mostly Customer Service to mostly Sales oriented. While this may not sound like too bad of a thing, the techniques in which they want us to sell are a bad thing. Things such as not telling a customer how much somthing costs, unless they ask. This just does not set well with me and my morals. So I have sent out my resume and applied to about 10 different jobs, wish me luck!!!

I had NO football to watch this weekend, which sucked royaly. No Ohio State, no UNC, no Panthers. What are the odds all 3 of my teams would have bye weeks??

Today Carolina and I went and exercised our civic duty and voted!! We probably blanked each other out though, her being Democrat and me being Republican. Tis the way of democracy.....
After that we went to WalMart and bought a new curtain rod for the curtains we put in the living room...look pretty good!! I cleaned the livingroom and got out a few Christmas decorations. Nothing major, just a couple little things. We decided to get a big tree this year, but we cannot agree on the decoration of it. I am a traditional eclectic Christmas kind of guy, and she is the snobby THEME tree kind of person. Maybe we will just have to have two!! I am more and more ready for Christmas!!

Thats all for now!!